So, I'm leaving for Naples in about 40 min. for State Evaluation. For those who don't know what I'm talking about (and I'm assuming that that's most of you)I'll explain.

In band, you can play a solo or ensemble in front of a judge who will then give you some comments and a ranking on the scale:
Bad
Good
Excellent
Superior

Honestly, there may be a fair in there and I doubt there's one called 'bad' but that doesn't really matter right now. Anyway, the pieces you play also have rankings on their level of difficulty from 1 to 7. If you are in high school, and get a superior ranking on a level 5 or higher solo, you are elligible to go to States.
(i played a level 6 this year)

States is basically the same thing, only a higher calliber. You play in front of a judge who gives you a ranking. I'm playing tomorrow at around 10:30, so everyone cross their fingers for me!

yeah, i basically took all that time to ask you to wish me luck..

WISH ME LUCK!

Yay! I'm back dealing with life and never felt better. I'm not sure I'll finish Kalliku Valley (my attempt to satire the prince charming idea failed miserably) but i'm returning to 'Truth' so look out for chapter 2.

Also, if you are one of the ones who see me everyday at school, you might have noticed I've been a little depressed lately. For news on why I'm not anymore and/or why Joe Jonas is an asshole feel free to ask me at school.

;D
-Dawning Fire

so i know i haven't uploaded anything in a while. i'm not gonna be writing for a while atually. dealing with life at the moment. I'm not wasting my time however, and I'm currently researching for a science-fiction like story i plan on writing. hopefully i'll do that because i really like the story idea.

Anyway, I won't be adding anything new for a while and i can't make any promises for when I'll be back. I also won't be going to writer's cafe (if you were wondering)
thanks for understanding!

[ ]smoked weed or cigs (my mom smoked stuff like everyother minute though...)
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[ ] made out with someone of the opposite sex
[ ] made out with someone of the same sex
[x] had someone in your room of the opposite sex
[x] watched porn (looses use of the tern)
[ ] bought porn
[ ] done drugs
TOTAL: 5

[x] taken pain killer
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[ ] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[ ] cut yourself
[x] hurt someone
[ ] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die
TOTAL: 10

[ ] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[ ] been to rehab
[ ] dyed your hair
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been in a wreck
[x] been to a club
[x] been to a bar
TOTAL: 13

[x] been to a wild party
[ ] seen the Mardi Gras
[x] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything
[ ] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[] own a 50 cent cd.
TOTAL: 19

[ ] dressed gothic
[x] dressed prep (apparently, so I'm told)
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[ ] had a crush on your neighbor
[x] had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 22

[x] snuck into someone else’s room
[ ] had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] been to a concert
[ ] dry humped someone
[ ] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut (euphamismed it)
[ ] installed speakers in your car
[x] broke a mirror
[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex’s house
[x] brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
TOTAL: 27

[ ] consider ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R rated movie in theaters
[x] cruised the mall
[ ] skipped school
[ ] had an eating disorder (though half of the people I know seem to disagree)
[x] had an injury
[x] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age
TOTAL: 33

[ ] owned an apartment
[ ] cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] been cheated on
[x] got in trouble with the police (for a sec. then they realized I LIVED HERE)
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger (Near cosplayer)
[ ] kissed a stranger
[x] rode in the car with a stranger (technically)
[x] been sexually harrassed (not reallly. it was just a really awkward moment for everyone...)
[x] been verbally harrassed (we're only human)
TOTAL: 39

[ ] met face to face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 12 hours straight
[ ] talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
[x] watched tv for 12 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence (i remember this happening but i don't remember when)
[x] cursed
[x] prank called someone
[x] laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test (eh...)
TOTAL: 47

[x] cheated on homework.
[ ] received/given a handjob.
[x] been pushed into a pool.
[x] played pool.
[ ] watched 5 hours of mtv straight.
[ ] had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
[ ] had a crush on someone younger than you
[x] wore eyeliner
[ ] skinny dipped
[ ] laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL: 51



10-20= goodie good
21-30= a little rebelious
31-40= getting hot baby
41-50= rebel
51-60= total bad girl/boy
61-70= bitch/asshole
71-80= cant believe you made it this far
81-90= fucking bad ass
91-100= see u in hell


RULES :
#1) You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
#2) Tag five people afterward.
#3) Leave a message on their page telling them their tagged.

ARE YOU,

1. Perfect ?
Of course not

2. Tall ?
average

3. In your pajamas ?
naw

4. Left handed ?
nope


LAST ,

1. Friend you saw :
um...Andrew dropped me off.

2. Talked to on the phone :
Mom?

3. Person to text you :
Alli

4. Was today better than yesterday ?
Sure.

FAVORITES :

1. Number :
13

2. Color(s) :
Scarlet, Black, then Yellow

3. Fruit :
watermellon

4. Place :
where my friend and/or family is and where I'm having fun

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS :

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: stared at my cat who was acting as an alarm clock

Q: Do you have anything bothering you ?
A: Kinda


Q: What's the last movie you saw ?
A: SNL - Best of Chris Farley

Q: Where is the last place you went ?
A: school

Q. Do you smile a lot ?
A: I'd say so

Q: Do you wish upon stars ?
A: not anymore

Q: Are you a friendly person ?
A: Overall. I don't really have the capicity to be mean except on occasion

Q: Where did you sleep last night ?
A: my bed

Q: When was the last time you cried ?
A: Monday

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night ?
A: "I need to figure out if it's the real deal this time"

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: no numerical value please

Q: What do you hear right now ?
A: Britney Spears actually. But a pretty old song

Q: Does anything hurt right now ?
A: naw

Q: What's your favorite month ?
A: It varies

Q: What did you do last night ?
A: Nothing really and history notes

EIGHT EMOTIONS :

1. Are you missing someone right now :
Missing isn't the right word. not really

2. Are you happy ?
I suppose.

3. Are you sad ?
no

4. Are you bored ?
Sorta. Even though I have plenty of things i could be doing

6. Are you nervous ?
no. which is weird because i usally am. evaluation in two days

8. Are you tired ?
ya. I odn't get enough sleep

ABOUT YOU :

001. Real name ?
Kara. That's all you need to know internet

002. Nick names ?
Superflute? haven't been called a nick name in such a long time

003. Eye color ?
brown

004. Zodiac sign ?
capricorn


005. Male or female ?
Female

009. Smart?
so they say. only book smart. I tend to let my emotions rule me in real life

010. Hair color ?
black

011. Tall or short?
i'll say tall over the other choice

013. Sweats or Jeans?
Jeans

014. Phone or Camera ?
phone

016. Drink or Smoke?
i'd rather drink than smoke. and only fruity cocktail drinks

020. Tattoos ?
never

021. Righty or lefty?
Righty

FIRSTS :

024. First best friend?
Soum. wait, no nicole was my first

025. first crush?
CJ

027. First pet?
sarah

028. First big vacation ?
no idea.

049. Eating?
no, but i'm hungry and I'm eating after this

050. Drinking ?
naw

052. I'm about to :
eat

053. Listening to ?
Jump

054. Plans for today ?
study and practice flute

079. Drank bubbles ?
bubbles...? no

080. Lost glasses/contacts?
don't have them.

081. Ran away from home ?
nope

084. Broken someone's heart ?
not that I know of. pretty sure no

085. Been arrested ?
haha. me? no way

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :

090. Miracles?
in a sense yes

089. Yourself ?
i suppose

092. Heaven ?
eh. i can't answer yes, but that doesn't mean I'm sure the answer is no

093. Santa Claus ?
naw

094. Love ?


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

097. Do you like someone?
eh....that's an iffy answer.

099. Do you believe in God ?
same as 92.

Did this for fun. i'm not expecting anyone to guess...
Just taking a break from studying for midterms
I like how some of it seems like it sorta makes sense, and you can sense there's some hidden metaphor in there. ^^

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Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game post your own!


here come old flattopp
Stop! In the name of love,
sure is mellow grazin' in the grass
I feel like i've been locked up tight

Living easy, living free
I know there's something in the wake of your smile
(When this began) I had nothing to say
You wait, little girl, on an empty stage

In the town where i was born
well i saw the thing coming out of the sky
Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
We can dance where we want to

Lets get it started in here
now here you go again
Well Ali Baba had them forty thieves
This thing called love

Well shake it up baby now
hey, little sister, what have you done?
We're talking away
gotta make a move to a town that's right for me

say your prayers little one
well my heart knows me better than I know myself
I drive a million miles,
bright light city gonna set my soul
well, you can tell by the way i use my walk